Lend me your ears…

Ask not what your country can do for you...

Ask not what your country can do for you...

Michelle:

The day we had a meeting for the freshman class about the student council, was when I realized it was something that interested me. I wanted to be in a leadership position earlier this time in my high school life. In my middle school, I had run as a representative at the very end, 8th grade! Luckily I had gotten in. It wasn’t a big position like President or Vice President, or even Secretary, but I liked sharing my ideas. There were to be a few representatives from my grade and every other grade, and of course, a President.


They told us the details, which required us to make a speech in front of my entire grade. I was FRIGHTENED. I had never been good at public speaking (well I didn’t think so.) I went to a class over the summer that taught me how to better my public speaking. For some reason, my teacher thought I was one of the best in his class. I was doing all the right things without knowing I was. I was a natural, but it didn’t mean that I liked to go up and speak in front of a bunch of people. I was scared. I wondered what they would think of me. Of course you had your friends that would vote for you, but what about convincing everyone else?

I thought long and hard about it. I was at the point of giving up. I had heard that SEVERAL people would be running, and I thought for sure I wouldn’t win. I then realized that the point wasn’t necessarily to win. It’s been a long time since I gained the courage to do something that isn’t me. I wanted to get out of my comfort zone for once and take a chance. So what if I didn’t win, it was the step that I’d taken that really mattered. In life there will be steps to make and I wanted to finally have the courage to go down the scary road.


It was then I read the quote below that inspired me:

“One of the things she had learned early in life was that if you discovered something that made you tighten inside, you better try to learn more about it. If you simply ignored the feeling, you would never know what might happen, and in many ways that was worse than finding out you were wrong in the first place. Because if you were wrong, you could go forward in your life without ever looking back over your shoulder and wondering what might have been.” (Message in a Bottle)

It reinforced my thought and my decision was made: I would be running and I would give it everything I had. Whether I won didn’t matter to me, but it didn’t mean I wasn’t going to try.


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